In the search of

The last weeks have been busy, but somehow unfulfilled. My Girls and the general upkeep have been demanding (or so it feels like) and those moments of quiet passed way too fast. I feel restless, have thousand things on my brain but somehow do not commit to them, when the time is there to start. So instead of using the time wisely and working on those things that are filling my lists with deadlines and occupying my mind I drift.....
I read about and see what other women are accomplishing and I ask myself where my energy and drive has went to.While writing about it,  I recognize that I am somehow frozen in a moment of stillness, observance and internal search. I see the world around me changing with me standing still in one place, somehow searching in the inside for contentment.
Maybe it is the season pulling my strings - I have to accept those phases in life, maybe as a recharging for the future to come. Accepting the moment as it is, wihout judgement, taking each step at a time while being in the search and staying positive seems to be the right thing at the moment.

Mahatma Gandhi quote: 

 "Keep your thoughts positive because your thoughts become your words. Keep your words positive because your words become your behavior. Keep your behavior positive because your behavior becomes your habits. Keep your habits positive because your habits become your values. Keep your values positive because your values become your destiny.”